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I'm Okay

by Pastor Daddy

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1.
Better Off Dead 04:55
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Today I wanna drink till I'm dead I wanna see what's at the other end I wanna feel all the thoughts in my head Disappear from my mind as I lay in my bed Today I wanna drink till I'm dead I feel about the same every damn day No thoughts but anxiety blocking my way I'd speak but I dont know what lines to say Cause it feels like lifes one poor written play I wanna drink till I'm dead today I wanna know what it's like to feel alive A feeling of joy I see in peoples everyday life I've done everything I can take my advice So let's cross our hearts and hope to die Cause I'm sick of making this time worth living every night Today I wanna smoke till I die I wanna make myself say good bye I wanna make you think about the lies Cough on the smoke until our chest gets tight Today I wanna smoke till I die I wanna know what it's like to feel alive A feeling of joy I see in peoples everyday life I've done everything I can take my advice So let's cross our hearts and hope to die Cause I'm sick of making this time worth living every night Im better off dead, I'm better off dead I'm feeling better than being alive instead I'm better off dead, I'm better off dead My lifes gone to shit dressed here in red I'm better off dead, I'm better off... I wanna know what it's like to feel alive A feeling of joy I see in peoples everyday life I've done everything I can take my advice So let's cross our hearts and hope to die Cause I'm sick of making this time worth living every night
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Lost His Mind 04:35
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Thoughts are chanced with booze and hate I'm crying for help but it feels too late I can't get a single friend to see me tonight I know that they're all busy and thats alright I can't keep anything down without a fight I can't keep answering the same questions Tell you I'm fine when im not just attention I don't think I've ever felt this vulnerable I feel so ashamed of my life it's terrible Back to the same place now I just complain All these different feelings Ive gone insane I'm becoming complacent in being unhappy Its terrifying and I want to change everything about me No I'm not sure that I'm cut out for this This whole livin thing is beatin me senseless If theres any life left in me its been hidding And I'm still counting before I start seeking Cause I'm afraid of what I might find The shell of a man that completely lost his mind This isn't what I wanted for you or myself I was suppose to be stronger than this Who knew the hardest thing to maintain Was keeping up with my own mental health I've done everything I can to fix it Eating right vitamin d and going to therapy But no matter what I still feel like shit No I'm not sure that I'm cut out for this This whole livin thing is beatin me senseless If theres any life left in me its been hidding And I'm still counting before I start seeking Cause I'm afraid of what I might find The shell of a man that completely lost his mind Cause I'm afraid of what I might find The shell of a man that completely lost his mind
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Breathing Vegetables 03:40
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I got more beer in the fridge than vegetables Half my time is spent just feeling terrible Constantly worrying about myself and my failing mental health It's all over my face and I'm getting sick of it If there is a god he must have step out for a cigarette My mind is prison and I'm not proud of it Keeps me afraid I don't like the sound of it Have you ever been too afraid to go to sleep Or terrified of the shit you might dream Its really not as bad as it might seem Because its worse than anything you could believe Ive gone insane baby I feel like im just crazy lately Just when I start feeling happy My mind insists theres something wrong with me Sorry if I seem kinda tense My chest is tight and nothing making sense It's really just my nervous system But I want to smash this one as much as the rest if them I tried everything I could to make it go away just like my shadow its with me every day Taking more pills just to keep it at bay Doesn't really matter cause its here to stay Eating better incase that could work I drink a lot of water too that's for sure Either way it's there knocking on my door If your brain is your enemy what's it good for Meditation after I wake up in the morning Practice my breathing now the rains pouring It might just drown me now before I turn 40 Its lead me to believe no one would come looking for me Ive gone insane baby I feel like im just crazy lately Just when I start feeling happy My mind insists theres something wrong with me Sorry if I seem kinda tense My chest is tight and nothing making sense It's really just my nervous system But I want to smash this one as much as the rest if them
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Let Me Choke 04:09
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I Feel Like 03:49
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I can't decide really what i hate most My life, myself or do I just hate them both Theres a fine line between the two So lets explain something we already knew I wish I would have made a mess on the wall Opened my mind as my thoughts made last call These feelings and emotions are gonna kill me I don't have much room for them I'm so empty I feel like taking another line I feel like ruining my mind I feel like drinking till im blind I feel like running out of time I feel like doing rails again I feel like taking it to and end I feel like crushing down some pills I feel like drowning out my feels I should have buried a knife in my head Before I ever let myself leave my bed Anytime I make myself leave or go outside I start to regret it and tell myself I'm fine Cause I'm tired of this mess oh shit I call a life I take a pill everyday for anxiety so can pretend I'm fine I feel like taking another line I feel like ruining my mind I feel like drinking till im blind I feel like running out of time I feel like doing rails again I feel like taking it to and end I feel like crushing down some pills I feel like drowning out my feels
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I'm Okay 04:48
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I've been listening to sad songs everyday It doesnt help me but Im stuck in my ways I could probably try to act better I know But theres nothin I feel Ive lost my own glow I've been trying to write more lyrics & songs But all it does is make this like a prologue I'm trying my best to not hide in my room But when I leave things just remind me of you I'm lost and I can't seem find my way I've felt like shit almost every single day Where is the truth hidden behind my mask The one that hides me from everything I lack My face has certainly lost all its charm And my grin has surely fallen apart All I have left is the useless beating heart So we'll take it out and I'll ask for a new start Cause I'm broken and my lifes just falling apart Cause I'm ok I just wish I was buried alive Or got in a car wreck 5 minutes into a drive Trapped underwater till I cant breath nomore, hold myself high so I cant touch the floor, drink enough booze till my body is sore, in a the hospital bed I cant take it no more, or maybe swallow the barrel of a gun, I dont care as long as it gets the job done, but I'm ok Cause I'm ok and I'm fine I'm running out of time I can't recall when I last felt this alone I spend too much time looking at my phone Wasting my hours until I start to feel numb I'll drink when I'm awake Cause my dreams arent fun I've been trying hard to get out in the sun Vit all the light shines on me and I feel so damn dumb Cause I'm ok I just wish I was buried alive Or got in a car wreck 5 minutes into a drive Trapped underwater till I cant breath nomore, hold myself high so I cant touch the floor, drink enough booze till my body is sore, in a the hospital bed I cant take it no more, or maybe swallow the barrel of a gun, I dont care as long as it gets the job done, but I'm ok

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This is an album done by Dalton Podunk. written, composed, mixed, and mastered. All about mental health, addictions, and suicide. This is album was written at a tough time, but I'm doing better. for now.

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released January 23, 2020

All written, composed, mixed, and mastered by Dalton Podunk.

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